Life.

Silence my child.. Knowing you cry only to reassure yourself. It is not worth the frustration, anger ,and hostility. I fear for you. How I long for you to be able to, listen to a sweet melody, or hear your own feet pitter patter on the floor. I fear for you. Society will treat you as disabled. The minority and unimportant. Do not blame yourself, this is not your fault. My child. Listen through your eyes, watch the beautiful world around you. Feel the vibrations under your feet Adapt, arise, and conquer. My sweet child, never alone you will be, I will never leave your side. Your silent world is now my world to protect. Forever your protector.

Loneliness, worrisome, and immense tension. Closing in on me. As if I can feel it in the air; All I want to do is make a prayer. Suddenly a terror strikes, which continues to spike. Cloudy thoughts, and stomach all in knots! My palms feel sweaty and face rose-colored. Suffocation and gasping for air. My system is broken, As my feelings feel frozen. Only sound perceived is the beating of my own heart; A mysterious pain like being stabbed by a dart. I stand still as a statue Stage fright! Loss sight of whats in front of me. Fear of failing. Finally been given a specific name Anxiety.